Kim Kardashian reveals what she suffered when divorcing Kanye West: "I feel like a fucking failure"
The Kardashian reality show Keeping Up With The Kardashians is catching up with reality. In February 2021, Kim Kardashian filed her divorce papers and ended her six-year marriage to Kanye West. Now, the latest episode reveals how the billionaire felt in November 2020, when her relationship began to unravel and some of the problems that would lead to her divorce became apparent.
Her sister, Khloe Kardashian, is the one who revealed that her life was not so ideal behind the scenes: "Kim has been suffering privately because of their relationship, and it is difficult because she is clearly turning a lot of her frustration and sadness into anger." it said, explaining some of Kim's behavior problems. "Sometimes you just take it with someone who has nothing to do with what is happening to you.
Kim suffered a terrible fight with Kanye
On a family outing to Lake Tahoe, we get to see Khloe confront her sister: "How are you and Kanye doing?"
And Kim's supposedly reassuring response makes devastating read. "We don't fight," she replied. "Now everything is calm so I just let myself go, you know?" In her words, her sister detected a still latent discomfort and revealed the cause: "Kim is dealing with many things and it is difficult, because before we left she and Kanye had a terrible fight."
It was after this discussion that Kim Kardashian burst into tears and confessed the bad state of her relationship in front of her sisters Kourtney, Kendall Jenner and Kylie Jenner. "I should have a woman who supports all of her movements and travels with him and does everything with him, and I can't," she appears saying through tears, explaining that she couldn't move to Wyoming to be with Kanye. "I feel like a fucking failure and it's my third fucking marriage. Yeah, I feel like a loser."
The family, who only want the best for Kim, was then beginning to suspect that perhaps the best thing for her was to end her marriage. "She is one of the most incredible people in the world, literally. And she wants to protect her bond at any cost, but it's difficult when you carry that responsibility on your shoulders. I just want her to take care of herself too." .
But Kim couldn't bring herself to speak the word divorce aloud yet: "I can't even think about it. I want to be happy."
Ultimately, the divorce resulted in joint custody of her four children and a lot of pain for both members of the couple. A family spokesperson spoke of Kanye's situation: "He is not getting on well. He is anxious and very sad. He knows the marriage is over and there is nothing that can be done at the moment. He also knows what he is losing by break up with Kim. "
Kim Kardashian's other marriages
The celebrity married for the first time with the music producer Damon Thomas, who was more than ten years older: she was only 19, and their brief relationship spanned between 2000 and 2003, citing as the reason for the divorce that he had become somewhat controlling. Her second marriage was also very brief: she with the basketball player Kris Humphries she was married for only 72 days, but whoever was an NBA star is attached to her relationship even if it fell after the link like a castle of playing cards. "It really bothers me to hear people say that it was all a sham: there are many aspects of that world that are not completely true, but our relationship was one hundred percent real. Going through something like that in front of so publicly is brutal."
