Meghan's envy didn't stop at public appearances. She also felt a twinge of jealousy regarding Catherine's image, viewing herself as a philanthropist who could teach the Royals a thing or two about charity. According to an insider, despite Meghan's earnest efforts to shine in the spotlight, she had to come to terms with the undeniable fact that Catherine's position in the royal family was inherently more elevated than her own. Furthermore, Meghan had to acknowledge that, as Prince Harry's wife, she would never ascend to the throne, unlike Catherine.
Some argue that Meghan's simmering jealousy of Catherine becomes even more palpable with the release of Omid Scobie's controversial book, "End Game," which controversially named Catherine as the so-called Royal racist who allegedly questioned the color of Meghan Markle's son's skin. Speculations on Reddit further fueled the fire, with some agreeing that Meghan appeared to endorse this attack on Catherine's character. When reflecting on the book's portrayal of Catherine, some individuals feel that Omid penned the book to suggest that Catherine had failed in her supposed responsibility to support Meghan's mental health.
While Meghan's feelings of envy towards Catherine have persisted for years, it's crucial to note that the two haven't spoken in four years. This enduring obsession and vendetta against Catherine are seen by some as a reflection of Meghan's own insecurities when comparing herself to the accomplished Catherine. Meghan seems to covet what Catherine possesses, including a loving family, confidence, and kindness.
Furthermore, Meghan's envy extends beyond Catherine to Princess Charlotte, Katherine's daughter. At the Royal Variety performance, Prince William and Catherine engaged in a delightful conversation with the piano virtuoso Lang Lang. During their discussion, it became evident that Prince William held high hopes for Charlotte, envisioning her as a shining star in the music industry. Catherine is dedicated to nurturing Charlotte's talents, aspiring for her to excel academically and in the arts, including playing the piano and dancing ballet or tap.
While Charlotte thrives under Katherine's meticulous guidance, Meghan couldn't help but feel a twinge of envy as she witnessed the admiration and attention lavished upon Charlotte. Meghan attributes what she perceives as her daughter Lilibet's lack of similar resources and attention to no longer belonging to the Royal environment. She longs for Lilibet to receive resources and attention comparable to, or even better than, what Charlotte enjoys. In essence, Meghan's feelings of jealousy towards Katherine and Charlotte persist, revealing a complex interplay of emotions and aspirations within the context of their respective roles in the Royal Family.